Today

Things are looking up for the better, I smiled today. Despite the weather's inclinations, I was good today. Handled money matters, reflected on my life, tuned into Etta James, brought my mind to Peace, missed you, loved you, hated you. Took my heart out of the pain and began to put it on paper. As my finger tips bleed through the ink of my pen... I began drawing the layout to my new bedroom- a blank canvas. I create art. Constructed and reConstructed the samples to the start of my accessories line. Steady Stackin'. I'm on the Run.

"Jasmin I love you..."

-I love you too Jus.

"As for me, to love you alone, to make you happy, to do nothing which would contradict your wishes, this is my destiny and the meaning of my life." -Napoleon Bonaparte

Compliments to Tina.

I taught myself to live simply and wisely,

to look at the sky and pray to God,

and to wander long before evening

to tire my superfluous worries.

When the burdocks rustle in the ravine

and the yellow-red rowanberry cluster droops

I compose happy verses

about life's decay, decay and beauty.

I come back. The fluffy cat

licks my palm, purrs so sweetly

and the fire flares bright

on the saw-mill turret by the lake.

Only the cry of a stork landing on the roof

occasionally breaks the silence.

If you knock on my door

I may not even hear.

-Anna Akhmatova

Missed you, Loved you, hated you, missed you, Loved you, Loved You Today.