Ramblin' (Wo)man

"when the Lord made me, he made a ramblin' Man."

and everyone was hoping i'd finally walk away from you, counting down the days, when I'd finally be through...

 they were placing their bets on the next time you'd turn around and hurt me.

they would laugh in my face for saying I still missed you. 

but they don't know you, the way I do.

Yeah they were Trigger Happy. waiting for the signal to kill something-- to someone, they couldn't understand.

but I was persistant in loving only but you.

stubborn in my ways, unwilling to let go.

and though my heart knew the truth, my mind would begin to question 

which then caused confusion...

and all along i just wanted to be next to you.

emotional attached. 

contemplating ways to your face...

I always loved the way you'd smile and I always felt your eyes watching me.

and  you tried to forget me,

to erase me,

to delete me.

But true feelings never cease.

and our memories were everlasting.

and our light was undeniably bright.

the connection was, is, will always be connected.

Yet you tried. AND you failed terribly...

Because you've come to realize your world requires my Love.

And my world requires yours.

Therefore the fighting, was unnecessary.

The war was never intended.

The pain never intentional.

The confusion is now in order.

And though the rest may not agree, 

and though the others may try to intervine,

and though the constant reminder of pain is evident...

we are moving F O R W A R D

hand-in-hand.

For he is strong in my weaknesses, holding my best interest at heart, he cares like no other... he's beyond my best friend.

And I am the support, the ear, the heart, the love He's always needed.

The friend, the lover, the companion, the other half to balance out his scale.

TRUTH is, we need each other equally.

Surely sorry to disappoint you.

Surely sorry to have hurt you.

Surely sorry if this wasn't what you expected. (we didn't expect it either)

Surely sorry if I am not what you think he needs.

Surely sorry if you believe he is a waste of my time.

Surely sorry if the sight of us together blinds you, we don't mean too.

Surely sorry if our laughter haunts you.

Surely sorry if you believed you were the ONE.

"You are the only 1" 

He is apart of me, he always was. 

"Claiming chaos as my concubine and you as my me. I of the Storm, You of the Sea. We of the Moon."