5.10.2009
Proof.
Never leave you stranded or leave you to drown. No matter how hurt and upset I may feel, I see you need help or love or both... yeah, I'M THERE. Without the hesitation, and I wasn't leaving till I knew you were okay. What an interesting night... it's crazy to see how things play out and it's even more crazier that day in and day out I prove to myself even more how much love I truly do give. I'm selfless, at times I wish I was more selfish but my heart is need of so much love that I give entirely too much and receive so little. One day I'll learn to look out for myself more but right now I think I've found a healthy balance in between loving me and loving you. And hopefully you do see it, but shit than again I really don't know. Despite some events last night, I had a good time and have come to the conclusion that Kiara, my baby, lol that's my ______!! Had my back the entire time and I would've never expected it. But back on the topic, some people fail to realize that the complexity in their lives, is only the complexity they let it. Life doesn't have to be hard or stressful, you make your life like that. Can't Choose? Naw, I guess you can't. Even after last night's affair... tell me who was there for you? Shit, I know who wasn't that's for damn sure. Like I've always said, I mean what I say and say what I mean... so when I tell you that I am here for you, don't fucking question that shit. There's proof in the pudding baby, time after time.
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