Away I Go

I deactivated my facebook account and once I figure out how to completely delete my myspace account, I'll be in better shape. All these ways to stay connected to family and friends is starting become a burden. It makes the insane even more chaotic, the worrisome feeling more discomfort and those individuals who feel the need to flaunt- they only work hard toward nothing, trying to prove that they're better (?)... it's entirely too much. It was surely fun, don't get me wrong... but after the first 10 minutes of connecting the many faces to hundreds of names, reading status update- after status update or finding out who is dating who... I begin to feel nosey. And I'm far from a nosey person, that's why twitting isn't for Jasmin. Why the fuck do I wanna know what all my "friends" are doing or thinking about every minute of the day? If I'm dying to know what you're doing, I will hit you up my damn self and ask. All these many ways to stay connected, make cyber-stocking so easy. What do we have to show for our generation? The latest dance... The number of friends request.... The number of hits on Twitter... or my favorite, the number of facial tattoos you can get before 21! It's pretty overwhelming. 

On another note... I'm headed to Boston tonight, I have to take my sisters back and I have to handle some much needed business. It's pretty quick trip, I'm not going to have time to make it out to NY or spend time along the shores of MV... but I can always go another time. The main reason why I'm going is to get everything straightened out for September, I'm making moves and surprisingly my family is supporting me. I'm making a pretty big decision and to some it sounds crazy but I feel it's going to be really good move. At least, I hope it is. I'm not allowing negative thoughts cloud my mind. I'm apart of an exception, not a statistic. Everyone is a little scared for me, but I am not. I'm not afraid of what the future holds. "Moving from the past to the present... the future looks pleasant." I never thought I'd be where I am right now, and rather than getting myself down about it, I'm looking at with rose colored glasses... the Gods make no mistakes, and I am exactly where I need to be. 

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.