I'm growing more each day, it's not easy but it certainly is beautiful. Waking up every day, having the choice to do what I please-what a blessing. But it's not all rainbows... it soon becomes overwhelming... and at times laying in my bed seems logical. But it's to life, and I intend live fully. Who would ever think that having so many options at your fingertips would be so hard to grasp? At least, hard for me to grasp. But this is all apart of the new chapter I'm about to enter. A new journey I am about to embark on. And though looking back, I never thought I'd be here or be in this disposition. I'm starting to see the joy in it all. I'm so blessed and fortunate... I use to believe that the center, rather my center was empty. Empty due to tragedies in my life... due to all the loss I've felt... due to all the rain I've been in, but I'm starting to see that I've been winning the entire time, waking up to sunshine... appreciating the beauty that surrounds us all. Even in the most cumulus clouds where the rain rest, I find new overtones. Nothing worth having is ever easy, for it was no one would admire success (?). Everything I do posses was certainly worth the challenge. And everyone in my circle, is without a question worth the fight. And as far as my future goes, well... it's worth the adventure. So whether I'm in Boston, GA, NY, France or The Virgin Islands... I'm going to make myself proud before I ever make you proud.
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