all-in-all

*sigh* yeah... i did it, i mean- i always do it.

don't be upset or begin to hate... cause i know you're taking tips.

and to be quite glmrslyfrank, i don't mind- just acknowledge that you saw it HERE first.

from me, jasmin alexandria... thanks.

I left for boston, 11.4.09 for my aunty andrea's wedding. Her wedding was on sunday the 9th but I arrived a couple days early to help out. so many things had to be done: running errands, making sure everyone had appointments for their hair and nails, setting up the candy bar, and a hell of a lot more. but even though it was a little stressful, it was so worth it. seeing my aunt and my uncle dance to "the closer i get to you" sung by beyonce and luther vandross, brought tears streaming down my face. it was so beautiful, to see a love i've watched develop over time fully bloom. the day was pretty emotional... my grandmother gave away my aunt, typically the father gives away the bride but my grandfather was absent for a reason i will not say. but seeing them both, my grandmother and my aunt walk down the aisle was something i wasn't ready to see, but it only made me realize once again how strong the women in my family are... which is probably one reason why i am so strong. i had fun though... i always feel good around my family. my aunty nadine and cousin taylor-jasmin came up from florida, they made my grandmother's house a lot of fun, plus aunty nadine throws down on some west indian food, so i sure was eating! my aunty junie and uncle kenneth from jamaica were around, and the entire time i was in boston we were all speaking in patwa to one-another lol. a lot more relatives came from florida, texas, new york and other places. it just felt damn good to be in a place i am familiar with, cambridge/ boston... riding the trains, taking taxi's and just being a in city- felt good. i did miss my apartment in savannah and of course toussaint and i were frustrated that he wasn't there with me- but all good, there will be more trips. it's so crazy to think that even though i live with my boyfriend, see him everyday/night... we were both still feeling out-of-place without one another. he said we just "over love" lmao, and no doubt, we do but it's never a burden or too much. naw, there can never be enough Love. but forgive me for digressing... anyways! met up with keisha, one of my really good friends from 8th grade... she came over and had curry chicken and we caught the 10:15pm show to see "the fourth kind"... btw, don't see that shit. it's not a bad movie, it's just actual facts and makes you think about shit that shouldn't be thought about. i don't know we even saw that movie, smh. whatever... all-in-all i had a cool time. but i must admit i'm happy to be home with him.