February 7, 2010

Another year has gone by... still, here i am- standing tall, though a ruler will tell you that i am (still) 5'3"... i stand taller than most. and though, i'm built in rather small proportions... i carry the weight of my surroundings, of the frail, and of the those who are unable to see the light in the darkest of days. Another year has gone by and still i remain intelligent, wise, soulful, giving, caring, loving, strong, beautiful and resilient. Another year has gone by and still, i am here.
Another year has gone by and my life is not bit easier than the years before. but in the last couple months, when coming into another year older, i have come to see the truth in so many of those who portrayed themselves to be "LOVED" one's- yet they get satisfaction in there attempts to break my core. Another year has gone by and I, Jasmin Alexandria has proven time and time again to be all that was never expected of me. and though my flesh carries thorns... it is those same thorns which humble me, those same thorns which remind me of my strength in times of sorrow, those same thorns which help me see myself in a mirror clearly. Another year has gone by and I still remain to be "a gift from God"Another year has gone by and I still remain to be the "bigger" person- still remain to be a far better young woman...Another year has gone by and still I am making moves.Another year has gone by and still determined to come out on top.Another year has gone by and still I remain true to myself.Another year has gone by and still I am imperfect.Another year has gone by and still I am in Love and endure Love's inflicted pain.Another year has gone by and you still make my heart flutter, stomach turn and soul sing.Another year has gone by and you are still the most intriguing...Another year has gone by and still I pray that you see into me.Another year has gone by and still I dream of you.Another year has gone by and still I remain abreast from all the stress, that I subconsciously welcome.Another year has gone by and still I carry them.Another year has gone by and still I am exhausted.Another year has gone by and still I have fears.Another year has gone by and still I take risks.Another year has gone by and still I've managed to continue Loving.Another year has gone by and still my creativity is evident.Another year has gone by and still I am here.Another year has gone by and still I don't regret any decisions I've throughout my life.Another year has gone by and Still I persist forward.