remembering when things were simple? you'd wake up and breakfast would be on the table and the day would be planned with the worries pushed far aside. i miss those days. i miss those moments in life when I just knew in my heart that everything was great, i wasn't concerned about tomorrow, i was so in the present that when tomorrow did come it often knock me down. i remember those days. they were dark, they were cold- those tomorrows I mean... with the smell of last night's affairs still lingering, i'd often wake up to disappointment. my once high hopes would be lifeless on the floor... merely remnants of a dream that i actually lived. i don't miss those days. all i wanted was one. all i want is 2.

you see, mommy never got the chance to tell me much about the birds&thebees. so now i'm learning the hard way- by doing it myself. trial & error but i don't quit when things become too difficult, because daddy said that quitters never win.

i'm learning the hard way. i'm loving you the best way i know.

giving pure love.

pouring my all into this unknown

hoping it'll turn out right.

acceptance is a two-way street.